I´ve fallen and I can´t get up

This weekend I fell down once again. I scraped my kneee, bumped my head and just when I thought I would pass out my prince charming once again swooped in to save me. I just wonder when he will grow tired of picking me up after tripping over the same obstacles again and again. You would think one would learn from their mistakes and try and better oneself....but no. During the week I do so many things to better myself spiritually, mentally and physically and then the weekend comes around and I seem to become a different person. This time like every other time I say ¨I am done, I will change¨. I hope I do. I hope I find the strength that I have within which I use to get me thru the week to also get me thru the weekends. So once again, thank you my prince.